It was me and it is still me.

"There was spark in your eyes,
Stretching to a sky full of cosmos.
There was a fantasy land,
Where you always wanted to go.
There were your desires,
Which you wanted to live.
There was you,
the unbeatable.
There was you,
La Perfecto!
There was you,
with a bright future ahead.
But what happened? ",said I.

"Oh!You forgot.
There was a girl who wanted these.
Now, I am a woman who couldn't get it. "

Let's give mothers of this motherland their rights.

Pained from pain.

"To feel pain is mortality,
 And I am a mortal.''

Then, there is pain,girl. Pain that demands to be felt. Not by everybody though. But there are people who can't get over other person so  easily. I and him are the one. We can let each other go. But that's our love that binds us. I certainly Believe that if we ever cross each other's path, then we will realize how wrong we were. But if we  don't, then maybe not all things are destined to be answered. Unanswered questions leave curiosity which is needed for the life.

You know what?
I might not be good enough to help my buddies manage a heartbreak. But certainly, I teach people how to stay happy when I am not around. I already told him so. I know he won't miss me for  a longer time. He will get on. He will certainly forget me. Because I was just a part of his mischievous childhood. But I can't let it go easily. His memories would seep in. I will be quiet. I will be concentrated. I will be Unanswered. That is what is the kick. The thing unanswered is what maybe I search for or will search for in the pages of my book. Maybe.

Then,
I will be painful. I will be painful enough to have myself isolated. For life. Then pain would be happy. So will I be.
Because I didn't let him be a part of my grief.

Let's Judge Ourselves From A Clearer Perspective.

''Life is a puzzle,
Or a drizzle,
Of Unanswered questions,
And quite a many confessions.''

Humans,though being the greatest creation of God has never been fully able to comprehend life. That's why this Journey is called a puzzle which once created is yet not solved.
Humans, unlike mirrors have fluctuating opinions and notions about others. Thus we are never able to apprehend ourselves-personality and strengths.
But the question arises- How do we solve this then?
All the people are categorized into- People with inferiority complex and  people with superiority complex.

The absolutist Nazi Ruler, Adolf Hitler, had the  flaws he resented in others specifically his father who worked for the government and wanted his son to join the same. But little Adolf had his heart in Art, Architecture and colours. He found his father to be a very insensitive man. The very rejection into Art school enraged him and he adopted the very flaws of his father which created a gory chapter in human history. Later, his throne of superiority was so high that even he got lost in the clouds and never saw his destructive future. He is an example of how people who think superior of themselves are lost in nowhere.

''Its better  to at least try than giving up!''
The people with Inferiority  complex are not only less-exposed but also are less-curious.
Think, What if Sachin Tendulkar, never tried in Cricket because his family could not support him?
What if Lionel Messi , gave up football at tender age because he is short of height?
Inferiority complex has no specific example because everybody at a moment or other feels oppressed somehow and somewhere.
It all depends how we react to this stimuli.
If we allow ourselves to be crumpled, then, we become the "Losers''
But if we try to break free from the barrier, then, maybe we become the best. But, definitely we become good.
So, its all a game of Definitely.Maybe.

Often,while in a competition we forget to acknowledge our weaknesses and strive for the never-ending race. This might be useful for a short run. But in a long run this would be worthless. So, lets be far-sighted and have a correct personality check without getting trapped in any "complexity''. 

Let's just skip the part of being hopeful.

Maybe when Charles Darwin stated the theory of relativity, he indirectly wanted to convey the message  to escape the capture of Hope.
Some people say that hope is the ultimate friend but in my opinion, it is rather than the ultimate dope.
The only difference one can figure out between hope and dope is that while one is not illegal other is an absolute illegal act.
Hope for brighter future, hope for two healthy kids, hope for a handsome-charming boyfriend! or what not!

 But I guess our future is immediately  decided after our birth-Stage 1- ,''This kid, I tell you will grow up to be an engineer.'',''Look! he has got long foot,he ought to be a footballer.'' Ha! The anticipation is an outrageous belief to behold.
Stage 2- The child is kept away from his childhood and is put in Nowhere in the Neverland.
Stage 3- The child is confused .
Stage 4- He fights for his rights.
Stage-ULTIMATE- He loses and Hence becomes the real-life anticipated person. :"D
Wonderous it is to think  when and how people's anticipation casts a shadow on the kids!

Hope is Faith. Faith is God. God is powerful. He is capable to do everything.
Hence, Hope Is Capable To Do Anything.
But maybe God has to do work to let His desires come real.Then why is every other hopeful person  either seen in a temple or his attic begging God rather acting on his work "Himself".
When he doesn't succeed,
"Maybe it's our destiny,''
''Maybe God wanted this.''
Na! God never wanted you to reign in hell when you had the opportunity to dwell in heaven.

"It's a one way ticket.''
Yup. Let us spend it on hopes which may never come true.
Or,
Let's just not hope,not because it is not illegal
But maybe because it isn't legal as well. :"D
It is dangerous if not worked upon.